the girl with kaleidoscope eyes...
that is what i'm seeing these days in my peripheral vision - kaleidoscope lights. probably brain stuff, but we'll never know for sure because i'm no longer getting scans. it doesn't last long when it...
View Articlewhat happens in hospice...
there was something surreal about signing on to hospice yesterday. it was almost like a deja vous...as if in the back of my mind, i'd seen it before. or like it was happening to me, but not...
View Articlethat i would be good...
deborah just left after a beautiful jin shin session with me. i don't know how i got so lucky to have her in my life. she's a mixture of psychiatrist, healer, and spiritual friend. right before she...
View Articlei felt the earth move under my feet...
i decided to begin low dosing myself with morphine in hopes that i'd feel more up to spending time with my visitors. i didn't move from the bed the whole day, but i didn't feel quite as lousy. after...
View Article"you stop dying and we'll stop being nice to you"...
that's what frank said after i told him i couldn't take any more of this... what a day...actually it started yesterday, this whirlwind of kindness...i wrote to sabina (a cannon sister) to ask if she'd...
View Articleletting go of letting go...
right before deborah rang the bell, mitchell called to see if i got in touch with the swedish woman we interviewed yesterday...i yelled at him that i didn't have the energy to do anything and then i...
View Articleback to the drawing board...
we met with the potential editor mitchell had in mind, and it wasn't the right connection at all...he's a political writer and movie reviewer, with serious family ties in the writing world, which...
View Articlein the end, only kindness matters...
there's a song, "hands" that was popular and everytime i heard the words above i'd get all teary eyed...i find this to be especially true now, in the end...with less and less to worry about, less...
View Articleso beautiful and so terrible...
yesterday would have to go down as one of the most emotionally touching times of my life. i can't believe it could get more intense than it has been, but it does...mr dave brought his guitar from new...
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